Finally I realized that I had been losing my own self for these two years. Since I made up my mind to come to U.S., I had been taking for granted that I would go to graduate schools that have superior status, and also believed that I would work as a part of elite. But after going through reality and having advices from my closest friends, I've brought back myself and determined once again that I will seek my unique way and try to do the best wherever I am, which was the idea I used to be familiar with until I came here. Consequently I am forced to give up some dreams that I had during these two years, which makes me, however, feel relieved. I really appreciate those who didn't hesitate to give me harsh comments, and also thank them for keeping on being with me even though I must have been selfish, arrogant and high-handed, and now I feel very refreshed that I'm finally back to myself.
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